…so small and stupid.

Last night I had a nightmare.  I dreamed that I was out walking around my neighbourhood and ran into Kevin.  

Some bullshit has gone down over the last couple of weeks and in the dream I decided I would get it sorted out.  I asked, "How could you do this to me?  Haven't you fucked me up enough?"

Sometimes he had a tone of voice that would make me feel so small.  So small and stupid.  In that tone of voice he replied, "I planned the whole thing!  I planned the whole thing!" and he laughed and laughed and laughed at me. 

One thought on “…so small and stupid.

  1. I still have nightmares about my ex husband. Most of them involve me bashing his face in with a bat. Some are me running him over in my car (which once belonged to his parents).
    Dream therapy can be a lovely thing. Arm yourself with a machete in your next dream and cut his ugly face.

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